Today is the first time she didnt reply my messages at all. I miss her. Maybe she is still angry at me because of yesterday. Yesterday i thought i have inform her before i went to her house, but im so careless that i didnt inform her. Felt that she was angry because i went to her house suddenly...After that her attitude was totally different and treat me so cool. Felt sad that she kept ignore me this and that. Maybe i should leave her alone. At 4 something we left the house together, i didnt chat with her at all. I worried about her but im not dare to chat with her because i want to leave her alone. Hope she will be alright and will look for me later. Feel so upset now. Should i go back on 31 of october? Stay here longer just because of her. I hope i can have a chance to take care her and i want her to be my girlfriend. I like her and i love her too. But sometimes i really cant really get what she is thinking. Hope that i didnt make a wrong decision for staying here longer.
In the afternoon, uncle Lo text me a message, it wrote " When are you coming back? How's your study of MII course for exam? You gotta make it fast so that you can start earning a handsome income, or are you loosing steam? " Hm.... complicated.. I didnt reply him... Just thinking about her... miss her chat with me... 其實我感觉到,就算我很努力 ，妳也可能不会會喜歡我, 我之所以這麼做並不是故意要造成妳的困擾, 而是希望在我有限的時間裡, 證明我曾經很用心的去愛一個人, 這樣就足夠了,
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